I guess that's one of the things that we have to deal with in a relationship, FFF. Everything is not all cheery and bright and fun. Sometimes we have to make decisions or do things that we'd rather not do or would like to do, but can't... For the most part we just weather the storm and continue on and if the relationship is solid, then it will last...

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Oh, I know. It doesn't affect our relationship with one another. I just wish I could have gone today. Might be the last time I see him for two weeks or more. But I'm used to that too.

And he took his mom to the restaurant we go to without me.. :/ I told him when I'm with them let's go together. But I guess he didn't remember that.

LL: I burst out crying in front of my mom. ._.

HL: Well the good news is that jock itch is clearing up, Instead of being all horrible red and inflated its calming down and returning to my natural skin tone.

LL: I cant help but poking my nose into the past and thinking about my first and failed attempt at entering the love business *asking somebody out*
LL2: Cant help but thing something sinister is behind these chemtrails.

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Well I'm not in a position to talk about this, since I'm single...

But you know, even as a couple, there are times when a partner just needs some alone time. You don't have to be with each other 24/7 you know, jus' sayin'.

I know I wouldn't like a clingy girl :\

@hope: Talcum powder, man. Lifesaver when I was in the army.

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LL: Well, after a year-and-a-half of faithful service my camcorder is useless. The webbing in the tripod mount succumbed to a hairline crack and tumbled off. Fortunately I was aboard a train so it landed on carpet and wasn't damaged.

HL: No school tomorrow. I can kick back, relax, and get some of my calculus work out of the way...

HL2: Looking on amazon, found a 1080P cam. Pro-quality material, HERE I COME!

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HL: Quiet enough day. This is the only day I can really relax at the moment, every other taken up with work and uni. Didn't even get a lie-in this morning because I had to see the optician.

LL: Uni tomorrow... sigh. Need some proper snow here so everything is closed for a few days. That would be nice.

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Well I'm not in a position to talk about this, since I'm single...

But you know, even as a couple, there are times when a partner just needs some alone time. You don't have to be with each other 24/7 you know, jus' sayin'.

I know I wouldn't like a clingy girl :\

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Had a big English test to get ready for the bigger tests in June today and had to write about a creative form of art that inspires you. Somebody got a few pages worth of Miyazaki off me anyway

AAARRRRGGGGHHHH!

LLL:
stupid computer setup...

Apparently my account is blocked in windows live for some reason (someone else using my acct to send spam? is one reason given) but I don't know if it is a legit prob or whether I am being scammed???

Had to go roundabout to get in here today...

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HL: Did some hand washing today. ^^ Room smells like soap~. I love to clean my clothes. I'm terrified of them getting ruined in the washing machine or dryer.

It might sound dirty, but I don't wash most of my clothes more than twice a year, if that. :B No one notices anyhow, since I keep them in tip-top shape. These were delicate clothing that couldn't handle a machine. (I wash my one pair of jeans regularly, but they have a giant hole right now)

Speaking of clothes I put in the machine, my skirt from one store came out nice, but it's gotten smaller in the waist. I'm pretty sure it's not size 8 anyhow, and that's usually really big on me. It's too tight. One of the pretty buttons came off my one pair of leggins too.

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Has someone been eating too much, lately.... hmmmmmm

hahaha, just funning with ya, FFF...

HL:
finally got a phone number so that I can MAYBE start to find out what the heck is going on with my service...

HHL:
Saw "Arrietty" today

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Oh gosh, hope not. :x I don't know.. Actually haven't been eating enough lately.

HL: A lot of people here like Arrietty. XD One girl was trying to ask her boyfriend to take her after asking me how it was because her friend suggested it. lol Most Ghibli films are pretty well known in my school. I don't know if people consciously note that they're Ghibli films or not. lol

LL: Runny nose. Geh..

One month until my 18th birthday~.

@FFF awww hope you feel better soon

HL: All caught up with school work. Yaay.


LL: now to do the hw that's due next week..

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HL: Got a letter from the specialist the psychiatrist referred me to. I'd given up hope that they were going to write, honestly, bit of a mini heart-attack when I opened it and saw who it was from.

LL: They're in Glasgow. So... once again, I'm terrified. Completely. Going to the local surgery is one thing, going all the way to Glasgow means it's something serious and therefore something my dad will feel he really has to know about and... well, he'll have to know sooner or later I guess, I'm just so scared. I think even my mum thinks this is just a phase. I have to go. I have to. I've told myself that even if every one of my other dreams comes to nothing, I can't let go of this one, no matter what.

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Hang in there, my friend... I thnk that I can say that we are behind you in support...

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Aw, Kaz. It'll be OK. I'm not sure what it's for, but I'm sure you'll be fine.

HL: So want to attend a concert but no tour dates or countries have been listed but they HAVE been chosen. Ugh! >.< I know my country is included, and I'd like to go to Toronto this time to see a concert... It's ridiculous I have to travel so far to go. XD

I'm just hoping they don't start at the end of June, because of graduation, or in August. :/ I'm scared since I really want to go... But I'm going to be terribly busy in June! And I move in August.. so..

Praying they'll post up everything in March. They've got a big sponsor.

WOW I haven't been here in awhile. I don't know what was wrong with me, oh man.

ANYWAY.

HL: WEEKEND, MAN. Saturday. Oh yes.

LL: My family is stupid and dysfunctional at least 50% of the time. The other 50% we get along really well, but it's really bipolar and kinda tiresome. Ohhhh welllll

HHL:
Happy to see Kiki is still around....

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HL: Friday night I had an excellent meal out with a big group of friends to celebrate a friend's birthday and that was really nice and fun! And then last night my boyfriend came round and we watched trashy TV and I managed to burn the pizza so we had mini eggs for dinner instead. That was nice too

LL: I was in a pretty bad mood yesterday because my dad's being an arse, and that kind of stuck with me all day so part of last night I was being really gloomy and it took ages for me to cheer up enough to have fun with my boyfriend. (I find it really weird referring to him as my 'boyfriend'? Not because we definitely aren't girlfriend and boyfriend, we have been for awhile, I guess I just usually refer to him by name).

Extra HL: The weather lately! SPRING IS HERE! (For now...)

Haha, more people who haven't been around for a while.

Well, I actually have been here, just not saying much. I'm not sure why not really; it's not that I don't have things to say. I think this place feels different from how it used to...

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